Saint Creature

Nails

Some people make allegories that people, or women, are like wine – they only get better with age. What if the wine has gone bad? And become vinegar? And over the years it only gets more and more sour?..

I think that certain members of the fair sex only become more toxic with age. And I see it. The poison licks off the fingertips. They say that women develop faster in adolescence than men. Well. Over time, it changes color. Do I know many interesting/handsome men around the age of 40-50? Let me think…but if I ask myself the same thing about women, I will see, first of all, toxicity. It is no longer sad, it is a fact. Sad fact? Maybe…

I will sit, watch how it will develop further. But there is a moment when you kill something inside yourself. It is as if that poison kills a tooth nerve. And it seems to me that if I was already on the path to “getting rid of the corpse,” now every word is like a nail in the coffin lid.

Watched The Hole (2001)

This movie reminded me of my childhood – a time when they knew how to make scary movies. What is it about?

The Pit is a pretty classic story in which four classmates decide to leave the trip and…disappear. At the same time, according to the previous story, the parents will think that the children are at school, and the school will think that the children are at home. Meanwhile, the company itself planned to have fun in a room that resembles a bunker. As you can imagine, we are waiting for a “so-so” twist with the fact that the bunker door will remain closed forever. What really happened will be told to us by a surviving girl named Liz, played by Thora Birch.

Despite the fact that the film is only 1 hour and 44 minutes long, the story itself is told from several points of view – Liz, as a girl who escaped, and Martin (Daniel Brocklebank) – a guy who imprisoned the campaign in a pit. And as the plot develops, the story of each of them receives new development and a new perspective on what events took place over the course of 15 days.

The cast of the film is quite good, in addition to Tora Birch, it also starred a then-young Keira Knightley (Liz’s friend, Frankie). At the same time, it received mixed reviews on Rotten Tomatoes (only 53% positive reviews). What went wrong?

Let’s start with the fact that this is a psychological thriller – a genre in which you can find a lot of inaccuracies. Perhaps this was the reason why it had such a low rating. Otherwise, the picture from the first frame to the last moment keeps you in suspense, not giving a clear answer to what exactly happened and who is to blame for it. And in my opinion, the films of that era (the beginning of the 00s) are some of the best in this genre. They did not have some kind of contrivedness, which modern films often sin with. That is, now we will more often come across a thriller about how the heroes are hunted by some super-computer or they “steal” from modern technologies than an ordinary story about a strong, albeit somewhat painful love.

Sometimes you want such a… dirty movie that will drag you headlong. Not least to distract you from all the modern nonsense that comes out almost every day. And “The Hole” is exactly such a movie. My personal rating is 8 out of 10. Interesting story, interesting twists, good actors. The movie, by the way, is based on the book “After the Hole” by the English writer Guy Burt.

From a clean slate

Of the TV series that I liked, there was one that I didn’t talk about. I plan to watch it again to revive the memories and feelings. I remember that I liked the music in it. It’s a bit melancholic.

I was surprised that two years ago I had a post with the same name . I think the title of the post also matched the title of this series. In general, it is about a man who moves to a new city and plans to start all over again. He used to have problems with alcohol, so he tries to move away from the past and move on. But certain difficulties in life return him to his previous path, and everyone turns away from him.

I try to live life, but sometimes it’s very difficult, because all your plans and efforts are destroyed by reality, which simply does not allow you to swim to the shore. And this is not about memories of two years ago. That is, not thoughts of suicide or anything else – sometimes you just understand how difficult it is to carry this world on your shoulders. I am now further from suicide than ever, which is why it was even stranger to watch that movie the other day, with the understanding that you know how it is, and you are more scared not by what you see, but by what you want to say “oh no… you don’t do it that way, let me show you how…”.

I couldn’t erase myself from this world then, and I became curious about what it would be like if I did everything the other way around. If I tried to live it? This is life, no matter what. I’m not afraid of the TCC or checkpoints not because I believe in my status. In fact, under this status, I’m dead as a soldier. I’m more interested in something else – they caught me somewhere. Busified me. What’s next? With those electronic registers and other things…where they know more about you than you do. How will I get through the VLK and where will I end up? It would be an adventure, that’s how I feel about it.

I was given the chance to live freely, and I’m taking advantage of it. Sometimes it’s harder than I’d like. Sometimes it’s incomprehensible. But I’m trying my best…