This song has been playing in my head all day today. Maybe it’s because, in addition to the light, we also have no…water. The habit of getting used to any inconvenience. And the desire to find the meaning of life.

“Please, call me tomorrow
Don’t make me say anything
I’m just tired of the mask
I’m just finding excuses
Sorry, my nervous system is malfunctioning
I don’t have enough strength to tell you anything
I think now is not the right time
I want to disappear.

I want to disappear
I want to feel meaning
From melancholy to depression is an eternal process
Everything will be fine, tomorrow I’ll take a walk in a park somewhere
Everything will be ok, everything will be normal
Just background stress
I want to disappear
I want to feel meaning
From melancholy to depression is an eternal process
Everything will be fine, tomorrow I’ll take a walk in a park somewhere
Everything will be ok, everything will be normal
Just background stress.

This is violence, but there is every chance
Not to destroy yourself
Cognitive dissonance
Solid fatigue, a little hope
One pill, two pills — the placebo effect in action
Sorry, I’m definitely a passer today
The answering machine will tell you everything for me
I can’t believe it anymore, now is not the right time
I want to disappear…”


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One thought on “Just background stress”
  1. What more do they need to take away from you all! I’m not sure if this will lead to finding the meaning of life, but I can understand why this song came to you at this time.

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