Over the past two days I have listened to this song many times. And what is interesting, the feeling when I first heard it and now – they are different. I will not talk about the idea that was primary. But there should have been an open hand. And these three words should also have been written on the fingers. But without any gesture.
These two days were physically and morally difficult. Misunderstanding of the internal state, surgery on the eye (not mine), which happened suddenly. A long trip with an overnight stay. Working weekdays. Very heavy workload. The result? I covered it in this work. But I don’t want to consider it the final version of this song, so I mark all such works as version 01. Just like Eva…
“After all of this time
After every goodbye
I just wanna know what happy feels like
‘Cause I’ve been wasting my time
Always chasin’ a high
I just wanna know what happy feels like”
This text applies to everything and everything that I’ve experienced these days. I don’t want these emotions. I just want to rest. From everything. From everyone. To get myself back. Therefore, today this version is the most objective. Today I choose myself.
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