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Router Sex

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I spent half a day messing around with a router that for some reason reset its settings and wouldn’t let me log into the admin panel. I had to flash it several times, disassemble it, but now everything is working stably again. I hope it will last longer this time. Although there are opinions that a more stable version should be looked for. However… so far I have understood that I will have to write an article-instruction on its firmware, so that it is stored somewhere within the blog. Because the information is quite useful, since this firmware and this version allow you to use torrents on the mobile Internet, which is very good. Because not everything that interests me can be found on streaming platforms.

It seems hypocritical to want to have licensed software at work, when you yourself do not use licensed content 100%. Isn’t it? Although… everything related to software is licensed now. This is a good step forward. Although…Windows on my computer is not licensed. So that’s it. But I’ll install Linux at work and I think that over time I’ll be able to fully switch to it. The only question is whether Silkypix licenses will work on Linux? Theoretically, they should…

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I asked myself today..

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What exactly do I want? What is my goal?..

Yes, for objective reasons and because of the financial crisis that is currently sweeping the world (in Ukraine it is because of the war, in Europe because of refugees from Ukraine who are there because of the war, in America it is because of… well, you know). In addition to this crisis, there is also what is called “artificial intelligence”, when many people are fired, and others have to work much more than usual just to stay in their place and not be fired. So… what’s the plan, boy? There is no point in you moving anywhere precisely because of all these reasons. But what do you want, somewhere inside?

Of course, I would like some stability and an understanding of what kind of world you will wake up in tomorrow. And so far I don’t objectively see any possibilities to live in such a world. Yes, probably the only option here is to “pack your bags and go to New Zealand, which is far away, where English is needed and where you are not needed as “some kind of specialist”. Otherwise, you are still not insured. So?…

I think that I really, at least for now, have no options to even think about them. I just have to hold on and somehow try to survive this period. Therefore, I look at all the options that are offered and try not to lose the little that I still have. Because the crisis is stronger than it might seem. And it is only starting to drag on. I see this in the ability to buy something from people. This is a clear sign that everything is “very bad”.

I want to develop an English-language blog (this is the main one), create creativity, and… live. If I want to do this, then it is better to do it all in the place where I am now. It is time to change something and in general there will be more, well, no, no. I am tired of being upset because I can’t be what I can’t be.

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Not on time

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I watch people who have gone to Europe now, and… I understand that it’s not the right time for the idea of ​​moving somewhere there. Or moving at all. Simply because everyone now has either a problem with obtaining a visa, or a problem with work. So, is there so much desire to go into the unknown, using their only chance? For now, most likely, they want to get some stability here, and there are certain plans and ideas on how to do it.

In general, having your own house, even $ 250 a month does not seem like such bad money, especially if it would be a net stable income in addition to what you have. So… it remains to find yourself and this income on the side. This would allow you to close certain issues and move on. For now, my head is only filled with creativity, and that’s good. If for the second month in a row I consider myself a more creative person, then the year is going as planned. In the final case, you can leave at any time. We just need to know where and why, for now… let’s think about something here.

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Plans are…

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There is such an idea as “brainstorming”, when various, even the strangest ideas are expressed, and in them you try to find something ingenious that will help you develop. And it feels like now, considering the most diverse options, we are looking for our own path and our own method. Choosing even from those options that seemed (or still seem) unlikely. But what is probability, anyway? The question is only how much you are ready to go to the goal.

It should be admitted that we looked at the example of Czech courses and came to the conclusion that we will not be able to learn a language, which in places is the complete opposite of Ukrainian in terms of the meaning of words, not to mention the alphabet with the pronunciation of letters, which, together with certain exceptions and rules, make learning the language as difficult as learning German or French. However, I think the Czech Republic will not lose much if we do not get there because of this. Although this seemed to be the best sense and the best place to move. But now in our life there is such a dynamic that plans change every week because the information we learn about changes. So…

I think that we will still start to deepen our knowledge of English, and then this path will lead us somewhere. Either in terms of work, or in terms of the country where we will move. Is there anything holding us back now? In general, no. The choice is ours

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Look into my eyes – I see that you are sad..

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“…And the hills are plunged into the blue sunset
And I can’t stand this sky
And in it – sharks and rays…”(с)P.A.

It’s strange to quote her here, but it’s okay here because this is the territory of free people…

I need someone who would just support me and say “everything will be fine”. For me to tell her “listen…I’m afraid…that something won’t work out. What will go wrong…that I won’t take this step…” – and she said “don’t worry. I’ll take care of you…”

I think I should sell everything I don’t need to save up as much money as possible for this venture. If everything goes well, I’ll be able to get this money back over time. But there will most likely be only one chance. But where we are now, there will be no chance at all. Because the doors of opportunity are closing and we only have this opportunity to save and get…a chance for a new life? That’s what I called the post when I wrote to the Reddit community. For some reason, my question wasn’t published, but that’s not really important. Because there was something about something else.

Ugh…power us…

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The screeching of the hard disk was reminiscent of the past.

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I connected an old hard drive to my computer, I needed to find a license key for a plugin. I came across old archives – music I listened to back then, a few photos…why do we cling to the old?..

The further you go, the more you resemble that meme when “the boy Kolya is 30 years old, and he still hasn’t decided what he wants to be when he grows up.” Apparently the question isn’t even who he wants to be, but rather who he doesn’t want to be, looking at others who are “over 30”.

When you look at vacancies – you have a constant feeling that “this is not the job for you, this is not about you”. Because you understand what kind of work it will be for 10-12 hours a day. On the other hand…what have you achieved? You missed all the opportunity to invest in something to be higher and better than what they can offer you now. You don’t have a fat paw up your ass that will pull you somewhere, so…what were you expecting?..

At such moments, it seems that you will just stay where you are and continue to do the same thing as before. Because then you will at least have free time. Otherwise…

I would like to do the same direction that I do now – repairing equipment, but everywhere only packers, assemblers, and other warehouse workers are needed. Which is sad. But how is it. Pros? You can get 2000-2500 euros without thinking about some courses and learning languages. But how long will you last in such a job when you don’t see life in general? Someone for a long time. Me?..I wouldn’t want to abandon the blog, photography, and just work for money. Because why do you need such a thing?..but there are not many other options now. So let’s think…

Someone gets the opportunity to go somewhere and they’ll arrange it for them, and someone…someone has to find their own place..

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