What sort of come to Jesus moment will it take

I’m holding on, but baby, something’s bound to break..

I am pleasantly surprised that I do not see the answer in the “easiest option”. I want and am preparing to fight. I see my future in 5 and 10 years. I try not to cling to a place, or people, or plants (as strange as it may sound). Because life should be built in such a way that you understand what you will have and what you will live on in a few years. And now I understand that in this country we can only lose everything that is left and meet, in the end, a poor old age.

My life is not a matter of trying to escape from war. It is an attempt to escape from the thought that all you can do by staying here is shorten your life.