In all this desperation I fear there’s nothing I could say to win this fight

Cause you hesitate much more than I could ever estimate
And that’s alright?..

Having poured into this song, and with it, and into the song of the gods…

This is not a clip, but a whole story of relationships between people, and in me it resonates with the relationship between me and…me.

I’m not very happy that I can’t pull myself together right now and start a blog. I started tinkering with something in Threads, thinking that it’s taking up my time, although it gives me some social experience. But we know that as it appeared today, it will disappear tomorrow. And there are things that will continue to exist. Like “And”, for example. What’s even stranger – I’m running it in Ukrainian, but I didn’t give a link to the old blog, but to the new one. So let’s consider it a smooth transition from one to the other. Theoretically, anyone with my phone number can find the first and second, but I don’t care about that, because I know that no one needs it. Moreover, I even see that the blog has not been visited more, so no one is following the link. And do I need it?..

Sometimes it seems like I put all my energy into those few hours in the morning, and then I find random things to do and there’s no time for anything. I can’t concentrate on anything else. I wonder if anything will change when I start working, or vice versa…we’ll see.