“This is the endSo long my friendsStars always seem to fadeIt’s a little to late to…With bloodstained handsI make amendsStars always seem to fadeIt’s a little to late to start over again”(c)The Warning
In general, this is the end of this relationship. Quiet, calm. As if nothing is finished, but, in general, no one obliges me to somehow more or less meaningfully respond to comments.
Sometimes, to understand that you and a person are at different poles, you need a little more. A couple of words, a couple of days. A couple of thoughts. There are certain things that trigger me. This is the fact that a person has a secure life, and she “doesn’t know what to do”, and you think whether she will be able to earn money somewhere, or whether it would be easier to shorten her life. And already at this point you have strong disagreements. Yes, we are united by the view on creativity (in places) and music, but otherwise… you can never cling to a person just because they like what you create. You need to cling to those who, first of all, inspire you with their creativity. Who lives it.
She was unpleasant to communicate by e-mail. And it was felt. She replied because she felt obligated, but overall it’s not her topic. It’s sad. I also know she didn’t visit this blog, so thoughts were always freely expressed here. Because you’re not interesting enough to a person to delve into this world.
I think that communication exclusively in the realm of creativity is the little that can be left. But I bet it will last until the “next victim” who again wants more active communication. And she will switch to someone else. Only a matter of time…
However, I still came to the conclusion that this is really a passion for my work. Looking at the reaction to other people’s work. However, again, what difference does it make?..I can give her what she needs, but I don’t get what I need..
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