Je suis obsédé par les femmes, même si je devrais l’être par les hommes.
The stupidest thing is to seek salvation from one woman in another. Even if it’s virtual and imaginary. The only salvation in a woman is in myself, in my other half, in creativity. But I was too busy with work and closing the main debt of my life right now – and it wasn’t up to that.
I think I should pay less attention to women. Any. Men too, probably, but that’s something else. You know, when you’re successful, certain people start to join you. Or rather, they try to join. They give you their money, try to become a part of what you are. To snatch a piece of you. Don’t take it literally, it’s not about me or the story of my life. I just feel that I now have that core. There is a strong foundation that moves this whole mechanism further. I’m becoming more and more visible in the place where I am. I don’t really like it, because there’s less time left for my own things. But something has to feed me – and this is it.
I need contact, but limited. And what’s funnier is that now I understand that any communication can easily become “mine”. That is, I can start communicating freely with anyone. But do I need it? People take up too much time, and that’s why I don’t always find time to answer Aaron right away. I’m sad about it, because I allocate a separate place for him in my life. Like others who read this blog. I just know that they exist (ha-ha, statistics don’t lie. Just kidding). I love you all, and you are my core. Because you are here. With me. You see me, thoughts, creativity. And I thank you for that.
Today I received a mount for the background and immediately lost the desire to throw it on sale. Something like 17 dollars for a thing that costs about 70 in the store. I wouldn’t give 70 for creativity, but 17 is quite normal.
Over time, I will get myself a full-frame Sony of the old model. Without a touch screen, electronic shutter. I want to feel this camera. This system. Understand it, as I once met Panasonic and understood it – my beloved GX7. It was not my first camera from Panasonic, but it was he who made me fall in love with this system. I am not sure that I will ever be able to give up Panasonic and its filters. But I want to try Sony. Was it for nothing that I once thought that they were the same company?)))
Sony is like a sub-part of Panasonic, or Panasonic as a cheaper line of Sony. Funny.
I love you, friends. And I am not talking about cameras now 😉
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