I once met a fetishist. What about me? I support the person – I play along with his fetish. In general, I don’t mind being “dirty” today. Because sometimes you need to be like that. Especially since it’s quite innocent.
..and my nails are demonically wonderful…it seems I’m becoming my own fetishist)))
Who said that double-sided tape can only be used for sticking phone screens? 
Preparing my nails for my upcoming work. Testing out methods for attaching them to my fingers so they can be removed quickly ๐
My friend wished me a Merry Christmas with a picture of him naked. It struck me as a “nu Year”. So…this work was born thanks to him.
Happy Holidays, my dear friends! ^_^
I would like to write briefly โwho knows, that knowsโ, but maybe Iโll explain.
In my childhood there was a console, mostly known as Nes. It has game “Contra”. If you enter โup up, down down, back forward, back forward, B A, Startโ on the title screen, you will get thirty lives in the game. This is also known as the “Konami code”.
I’ve been carrying this project in my head for several days, but I still haven’t found the time (or the opportunity, because of the shelling) to paint my nails. What’s more interesting – yesterday there was a heavy shelling that destroyed the local police station. So… apparently this work has found another, deeper meaning – right now, we all need those same “extra thirty lives”. It doesn’t matter, saved or not lost.
Recently, a person told me that he wants to think less about the war. To have less “war” in his life. In fact, that’s where our paths diverged. Because I don’t want to be silent about what surrounds me. I want to bring my own meanings to it, but if there is no war for her – ok. Because I live in it. So, in fact, there is no me for her.
This is the third creative work on a song by the Halflives band and, more importantly, the third work on a song from the album “How Much a Heart Can Take Before It Breaks”. I had a dream to do a work on each song from it. Read More
As a child, sometimes when asked “How are you?” people would answer “plus-minus”. This meant that something good or bad was happening in life.
Now a lot of things in my life are connected with electricity (in general, my ability to work depends on electricity and I get to work on an electric three-wheeled cargo scooter), but because of the shelling we have been without electricity for several days now. In my case, everything is not so bad, because I prepared the “ground of comfort” long before the war. And that’s why my house is mostly powered by the battery of an electric bicycle. Which I recently assembled. But for other people it’s getting worse, sometimes someone writes that people are “planning to leave”, but I think it’s more of a rumor, because those who wanted to leave have already managed to.
So today this is my work. So today I have a new drawing on myself…
I am haunted by Vinny’s words that she is scared of my hobby of dressing up as a woman. I explained to her and we understood each other that this is not a hobby of dressing up, but about creating an image that I use for shooting. That is, I need a model – and I become one. But the internal “yin-yang” are constantly dissatisfied with something, and this happened here too, when I was lying in the bathroom yesterday after creativity and thinking that… I can’t stand my dirty (after work) hands.
I feel like some kind of a wimp who walks around in torn clothes, constantly drunk, dirty. Inside, I felt disgusted by the understanding that I cannot make myself “gender neutral” after work – that is, a simple man with just clean, trimmed nails. And I went from the opposite – if there is something that gives me away as “too manly”, something should be opposed to it. So I decided to try painting my nails. Not in the sense of doing a manicure, painting everything in one colour. No. I’m talking about decorating. Today, as an example, I painted half of two nails on each hand. Because I thought it would be interesting that it would look painted on one side, and on the other “with a hint” of the fact that I cracked my fingers with a hammer somewhere, and the nail turned black.
This doesn’t mean that I will constantly and every day come up with something new – no. But if I have a desire, or if there is some design idea – I will implement it. Because this is me – it is a part of me.
I am increasingly reminded of Dizzy from Guilty Gear. I even had the idea of โโgetting a tattoo with her, on one half of the wing where Necro is, write “Saint”, on the other with Undine – “Crea”. Who knows, maybe someday…
The idea for this work arose almost immediately when I saw the video for the song Breathe by the band Glass Bridges.
“We-we watered the flowers with gasoline
Now everything’s dying in front of me
I fell in the fire
I love you but I’ll never say so..”(c)Rain City Drive Read More
Saint Creature