So…
Saint Creature If you take my insides and twist them through a meat grinder, we will get what I am now made of. Read More
September 2025
Stay
I didn’t have time to write anything before she blocked me. So…I’ll do it here. I don’t think she’ll ever read or see this, just let it be here. Read More
Not difficult
It’s not hard to find someone you can give love and warmth to. Encourage. Be a light. And they can shine in return. It’s much harder to find someone who will be fascinated by you. Well. It may be hard for a while, but that doesn’t mean I’ll sit around and be sad. I’ll just find someone else to support.
Hurt
I don’t think it was love on her part. More like a desire to have a toy that she could manipulate. That she could play with and throw away, like she used to with other people. She says that she’s in pain and that I don’t know what can hurt her and what can’t – and…I do. I know what can hurt her and what can’t. But she never knew what could hurt me. So…sad, sorry, but it is what it is. Let’s move on. Sometimes you shouldn’t let people so deeply into your heart and your world…
It’s sad that I’m going to “fail” for a while. Because such things don’t go unnoticed by our soul and heart. But this is just another person who wanted to make me uncomfortable and… she succeeded.
If you were dead or still alive…
Actually, I thought this communication would last longer, because I found some good sides, some pluses. I got used to the person in general. But… Read More