..Won’t you make it all make sense?..
Lately I’ve been lacking in anything. Many people want something from me and I can’t handle everything at once. I ask myself important and difficult things. I always wonder if I really value and need the old blog? Is there any point in it? Should I just leave it in English? Because it’s clearer to me. I write these thoughts exclusively in English. Because I know they’ll be heard here. The old blog feels like a burden to me, which I still carry, but the further I go, the more I don’t understand why? The only thing is to promote myself as a person who repairs certain things and collects batteries. But otherwise… I don’t feel like a part of that place.
The lighting conditions, when the light can be off for 10 hours at a time and only come on for a couple of hours (yes, I still power half of the house with bicycle batteries, but that’s not what it’s about), the lack of time for creativity. It’s all destroying me a little bit and I’m just trying to sit in my cocoon until something changes for me.
Unfortunately, life is harder than I would like right now. But there’s nothing you can do about it for now.
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