Statistics
As long as I blog, I am a person obsessed with statistics. That is, after publishing, I am interested in how many people have viewed it and whether they have viewed it at all. The old blog is 13 years old, there are a lot of people from different countries. I don’t know them. I don’t know who can hide behind those country names. It doesn’t matter at all who can suddenly view 10-20 pages in an evening. In a certain sense, it is voyeurism. That is, when you show yourself, but you don’t see anyone’s face. Are we all voyeurs in life?
I think not. Creative people – yes. Undoubtedly. Ordinary/other people – no. We want to be heard, seen. As if that will give us some energy that will show that we are worth something. And what we create in general.
One performer was given a classic comment under her video in the spirit of “it’s strange that there are so few subscribers/views, don’t stop and you’ll reach heights” – but no. I wonder if she knows that she doesn’t? Would she agree to it? Would she continue to be creative? Is it just a desire to become famous, or something that a person cannot live without? But a person either “flies” into the universe of showbiz or not. That is, I understand from myself that I don’t create something that will be popular. But I do it for myself. What will be popular – I do it and earn money from it. It is always important to separate one from the other.
You think that statistics are something that will allow you to understand something more. But, more often, it confuses more.