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I guess I want more from Czech than from English. Because I understand it in the text, I understand most of what it is about, but I can’t express my thoughts myself. But if the experience with Czech is successful, I think I will take up English along the way. Exclusively for myself. Because…did I decide to blog in it for nothing? Haha…

I don’t think this path will be an easy walk. Especially for me. But if I learned those damn military duties that I didn’t like at all, wouldn’t I be able to learn something that interests me and will really help me in life? I know that Polish would be easier to learn. And that, in general, the Czech Republic and Poland are similar (from my current point of view) countries, but no. I want to know Czech. And fluently. Understand, speak, think. Doesn’t that make you a person worthy of being called a local?

We cannot choose the country where we are born, but choosing the country where we live is our, exclusively personal, right. And this is the main thing. Leave the tales about “patriotism” to yourself. Tell about it to your authorities, who wipe their feet on the flag of your country…

No Money Art

I think that creativity should be, at least partially, without money at all. And you should understand that it will not help you do something in life, but… you have to do something for it. Sacrifice something.

Creativity not for money is like charity. You give something to the world without demanding anything in return. Is it worth anything? I don’t know…

In my life, I have helped many people without mutual benefit. I have done many things not for money. In the end, it is difficult to say whether it was somehow returned. More likely not. Did I want it to be returned somehow? It is difficult to say. Sometimes you just need support. Not money. Support. But you don’t find it. I like to go to extremes in such moments and go somewhere. So that someone will pretend that it doesn’t matter to them. In fact… in fact, I think it doesn’t matter to these people.

Sometimes more than at other times, I feel that the world has abandoned me. Sometimes it’s harder than other times. In general, with the war around you, you have the feeling that almost everyone has died. There are no sales, no friends, no communication. You are alone with this harsh world. Such are the prospects for happiness and a healthy life…

Look into my eyes – I see that you are sad..

“…And the hills are plunged into the blue sunset
And I can’t stand this sky
And in it – sharks and rays…”(с)P.A.

It’s strange to quote her here, but it’s okay here because this is the territory of free people…

I need someone who would just support me and say “everything will be fine”. For me to tell her “listen…I’m afraid…that something won’t work out. What will go wrong…that I won’t take this step…” – and she said “don’t worry. I’ll take care of you…”

I think I should sell everything I don’t need to save up as much money as possible for this venture. If everything goes well, I’ll be able to get this money back over time. But there will most likely be only one chance. But where we are now, there will be no chance at all. Because the doors of opportunity are closing and we only have this opportunity to save and get…a chance for a new life? That’s what I called the post when I wrote to the Reddit community. For some reason, my question wasn’t published, but that’s not really important. Because there was something about something else.

Ugh…power us…

The divergence of planets

If you imagine our life as a universe, and people as planets – over time, different bodies approach each other, and then, on the contrary, move away. And you, literally with your own hands, see how this happens around you. How people with whom you saw a common vision and things begin to perceive differently what you do. And you come to understand that your worlds, or the universe, are changing. Everyone changes at a different speed. Is this critical?

I used to be very sad because of the thoughts that something could change, you could stop communicating with someone, someone could disappear from your life. Now there is an understanding that in most cases there are those who are “here and now”. You either become related to them and move on, or… everyone has their own path and their own universe.

Perhaps this was the perception earlier that with moving, people and contacts that were there would be lost. Because you will become useless to anyone on the one hand, and on the other – everyone will become useless to you. You will have a new circle of friends, new faces around you. Your own reality. And this is more of a plus than a minus. Because the new reality will perceive you as new. From my feed on Facebook, I see how they don’t perceive me and I see that this me is not needed by those who needed that one. And there haven’t been any major changes yet. I haven’t had a few more piercings in my other ear, tattoos, and in general, most of me still lives “behind the screen”.

I just want to live and not think about how people will perceive your appearance or your creativity. So as not to even bother with all this… that’s why I want to move…

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