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I ain’t got a Bright Side…

“I ain’t got a bright side
Don’t tell me there’s a silver lining
I ain’t got a bright side
Cheer up baby, give us a smile..”

The song by the band Anavae – “Smile” was supposed to be related to another work, but it so happened that I found a rather interesting belt in myself. I wanted to do something dark, not in the sense of blood and makeup, but with a sexual overtone. Unfortunately, due to damage to the electrical infrastructure and lack of light (due to the russian attack), the work turned out to be less than ideal. But it’s better than nothing.

“Tearing out my eyes to rid my temptation
I am lacking affirmations, just grieve, breathe, breathe
You’re making me your art and staying miserable
Will we always gravitate to all the things that make us tortured?
This is getting really boring”

Music Power

I had this idea for quite some time. But something always prevented its implementation – either the lack of a player, or the lack of a “tube with blood”. So I postponed its implementation. And today the stars aligned, and I decided to close this gestalt.

I wanted to do it in a more classical form, but I didn’t like the colours I got, the composition and in general. So I decided to play with the colours and as a result I got what is in the picture. I like that it looks like digital art. It adds a certain artificiality that I needed.

I didn’t add any song to this work or idea, because music is its basis. Those who like music like me will understand what this work is about. So no explanation is needed here 🙂

Sandwich with sausage and cheese

The mystery of this picture is that this “sandwich” is both conventional and not. The point is that the picture was taken with a thermal camera. Or rather, three pictures were taken. First, I took a picture of a piece of toasted bread. Then a piece of sausage. Then a piece of cheese. So the picture consists of three images of different foods that were printed on one piece of paper. So technically it’s a printed sandwich.

Child

I wanted some kind of expression. Something that I definitely haven’t done before. And this is it. The devil is in the details, so to create this inscription…paint was used. Paint and sperm. Bringing a double meaning to the work.

We always know where a person is born from, but we never know where our creativity comes from? From people? From feelings? I think that people and feelings serve as a kind of trigger. In fact, every work is born from something else. From love? From the desire to convey the inner world and find people like us? I don’t know. Because often the people who are inspired by our creativity don’t inspire us. Or vice versa, we love someone else’s creativity, but we are ignored. Although it seems to you that all you need is for a person to maintain contact.

My creativity is born from darkness. Not abstract or fantasy. From the darkness of my soul. That’s probably why I often have “bloody” works. That’s probably why I often use the red colour of light. Because blue is cold, and green is nothing. Only in red do I see things the way I would like to see them.

She should be ten in a little over a week. If you made something with papier mache and you have paper left over – it’s just garbage. Leftovers from work. If you wanted a child, and got a tombstone – this work that I did today is probably the best thing you can use such material for.