Totoro Self-Portrait
Saint Creature I was making a post about the tablet. I couldn’t resist Read More
Saint Creature
Not the one
I am not the kind of person who received a “blessing from God” and became someone outstanding or simply found my way. I was not lucky in life like some people who had a chance. And I am not sure that there would be at least one person in this world who would sincerely want to help me. Because I am always insufficient for something or someone. I am always not the one to whom a helping hand will be extended. And I hoped in vain and hope that there will be the same person who would help me now in my situation. Because in life you can only hope for yourself. But do you know what is really sad?
People always hope for me and turn to me. And I help them. Without any reason or anything else. I do not take money from almost everyone I help. Where I can, I also help with money or by buying some things myself. And it saddens me that I always give more than I receive. But such is the world. This world doesn’t need me, no matter what. And I’m alive not because of something, but in spite of it.
I’ll have to get out of this country and this situation on my own. Well. But after that I won’t want to help anyone with anything, because I won’t see the point in it. And I’ll always answer – I didn’t get out of there thanks to your help, so don’t count on my help with your problems either. I’m tired of other people’s problems…
Missteps
Now the idea of giving up moving to the Czech Republic, or to my wife’s relatives in Germany, seems like a mistake. Because the economic situation in my country is deteriorating (could it have been any different during the war?), small and medium-sized businesses are being destroyed, and the prospect of working at a factory somewhere in Europe no longer seems so bad. At least you’ll have a roof over your head and the ability to pay for food and utilities.
Well. Let’s think in this direction…
Musical emptiness
There are such performers who, when you look at them, respond to you with the word “emptiness”. Read More
Secretly
There are people you don’t “follow” physically, but you follow spiritually. By visiting their pages. That’s more valuable. That connection. Because it’s about the connection. Because something makes you visit them, right? ..
A classic example of jealousy is in the realm of “who is this person following?”, but the scariest thing is in the head – when a person follows, even without following. It’s good that I’m talking about ordinary people, without any subtext.
Sa, 35…
We ran with the neighbouring kids at the park. It’s funny that they don’t perceive me as an adult. It’s sad that people their parents’ age pay for fitness and go to training more often, instead of just running with their children for free, and instead of spending money on sports equipment like frisbee’s or badminton rackets, instead of the gym.
Some people consider the fact that we don’t have children a minus. I consider it a plus, because there is no certain “screen” that prevents you from understanding children and being interested in what is popular with them at the moment. Because this creates a certain gap between generations, when the older ones always perceive their own children and their interests as either funny or stupid. There are exceptions, but, for the most part, all adults are very “adults.”
Watched the series The Accused (2010)
We watched one of the series, which relatively recently received an American adaptation. But… Read More
I got baby-soft skin and hungry teeth..
..I’m a lily of the valley, but underneath
I’m a vampire
I really feel like a vampire, yeah.. Read More