It’s interesting that the abbreviation of the title of today’s post sounds like END, although I didn’t intend it.
Now, during every communication, I ask myself – what will I feel when it ends? What emotions will I have? I also asked myself about this communication. But I don’t feel anything. It would be appropriate to say that it was neutral. There were good sides, there were negative ones. I allowed the person to freely express his opinion about the things I shared with him. Often, this person expressed himself negatively about these things. But not in the sense of “don’t show me anymore”, but “show me, but I will tell you that it’s bad”. And it started to bother me. For her, it was a feeling that “everyone has their own opinion”, for me… I didn’t pour shit on what she shared. I either kept quiet if I didn’t like it, or in some mild form said that it was “simple”.
She helped me get rid of one person, I helped her get rid of another. I think that’s where our goals in each other’s lives end.
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